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Leaving To Returning

by Rue Snider

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I don't need a savior I just want a girlfriend The dying part I'm doing alone But it's the lonely nights here That make me want a near dear Gal that I can call my own I don't want to own her I just want to love her My lover with unquenchable thirst For the kind of stuff that bees do Heat that could melt igloos From now until it's time for a hearse Oh girl I'll love you I'll love you forever I don't need a savior I just want a girlfriend Who lives her life but still comes home to me I don't get polyandry My speed is more Ann Landers But maybe just a little more pretty I don't want to own her I just want to love her My lover with unquenchable thirst For the kind of stuff that bees do Heat that could melt igloos From now until it's time for a hearse Oh girl I'll love you I'll love you forever
2.
Killing 03:48
We were just getting by living out our days Never had too much money but we always had food to eat Momma done raised me right She taught me to say my prayers Daddy taught me the way to measure a man was by how he cares For those he loves By what he does That words don't mean nothin' when there are things that need to be done They say bad things come in threes So I'm goin' down down I lost momma to consumption I lost daddy to the plow But I'm just sittin' here waitiin' for the angel With that big black chariot He's gonna get this killing done It was a September Sunday Momma was baking bread Daddy was tending the horses I was really sick in bed I heard the kettle clack Momma fell to the floor Blood was coming from her mouth and nose I got up and I ran to her But she didn't last for very long She'd been losing weight for days I'm sorry that I didn't know They say bad things come in threes So I'm going down down I lost momma to consumption I lost daddy to the plow But I'm just sitting here waiting for the angel With that big black chariot He's gonna get this killing done Daddy was so broken; he started coughing too But he kept working the land you know Because that's what a man should do He was angry at the Lord But he told me not to fret He said, "you've gotta keep believin' son even if you think That god let you down, remember it'll pass" Those horses kept on plowing while he fell into the grass Bad things come in threes So I'm going down down I lost momma to consumption I lost daddy to the plow But I'm just sittin' here waitiin' for the angel With that big black chariot He's gonna get this killing done
3.
Casually sitting in a bar relaxing Just sippin' on a drink, white wine Monday, turn around Little girl gonna sing Well she's really pretty then suddenly I don't know what's happening Something 'bout a bus, and a boy, and Nashville Forgot how to think What's going on? She's a Tennessee Daughter of a Jesusy mother She's got lips like Burgundy wine She's got hips like a princess and hair like a goddess And eyes that make you see the Divine She's a beauty like a morning sunrise When you see her smile it make you high She's got a voice like an angel and the power to make you Feel things deep inside That you've been trying to hide Intentionally approaching her with caution She's sipping on a drink, vodka soda Monday You turn around Little girl smiling Well she says thank you then awkwardly Shake her hand then leave Don't think about her much that following week But something's happening What's going on? She's a Tennessee Daughter of a Jesusy mother She's got lips like Burgundy wine She's got hips like a princess and hair like a goddess And eyes that make you see the Divine She's a beauty like a morning sunrise When you see her smile it make you high She's got a voice like an angel and the power to make you Feel things deep inside You've been trying to hide It's not that I love her Or wanna make her mine I just can't stop dreaming of her All of the time She's a Tennessee Daughter of a Jesusy mother She's got lips like Burgundy wine She's got hips like a princess and hair like a goddess And eyes that make you see the Divine She's a beauty like a morning sunrise When you see her smile it make you high She's got a voice like an angel and the power to make you Feel things deep inside You've been trying to hide You've been trying to hide You've been keeping inside
4.
Snowfall 03:47
Bloomberg's Manhattan It was cold that year One percent of something sleeping in doorman buildings The banks flat lining Deep debt starts to turn into fear Then it's one then another then another now something is happening We are the ones who open the doors We are the ones who drive the cars We are the ones who make the food We are the ones who tend the bars Demonstrating a city government's discomfort with the truth Peacefully everyone had something to say Free people speak to money and power With ideas keeping violence at bay Still there were police and there was pepper spray We are the ones who open the doors We are the ones who drive the cars We are the ones who make the food We are the ones who tend the bars Snowfall in Zuccotti Park Snow fall again Snowfall in Zuccotti Park Snow fall again
5.
Euryphaessa 03:48
A stripe wearing beauty queen We met when she was broken hearted We started kissing in the rain I was hoping I could get something started We both spent time in the city of brotherly love There wasn’t a way to resist ‘cause When I saw her I was falling in love She wasn't ready for anything She missed a guy who four months ago left her But I still wanted her any way Although I was old enough to know better We both spent time believing in heaven above There wasn't a way to resist ‘cause When I met her I was falling in love Some girls take a little time Some girls make you feel high Some girls you just wanna be inside But this one made me wanna give her my life When I saw her I was falling in love When she smiled I thought there might be a god When we kissed I knew what god really was Wanted her near in the morning But the timing wasn't right and I knew it I still dream of her smiling Holding her hand is what I wanna be doing We both sat silent drinking whiskey in a room full of pain There wasn't a way to resist ‘cause When I saw her I was falling in love When she smiled I thought there might be a god When we kissed I knew what god really was When I saw her I was falling in love
6.
Heaven 04:02
Do you think there'll be brass bands in heaven Do you think there'll be blonde girls in skirts Do you think there'll be bourbon and white Burgundy And a library full of the books that made us who we are Do you think there'll be water to swim in Do you think there'll be sushi and kale Do you think that the fish will be mercury free Do you think we'll have bodies to fill with the fish if they're there I don't believe in a heaven I don't believe we should care if it's there Life is too precious to live just for then Life is too short Life is too short Do you think that the boys will still love you Do you think that the girls will have aged Do you think that your mother will be there Do you think she'll forgive you for all of the things that you said Do you think there'll be crying in heaven ‘Cause tears wiped away sometimes come back 'Bout those mansions that everyone's getting Will they be as big as Neverland or Paisley Park I don't believe in a heaven I don't believe we should care if it's there Life is too precious to live just for then Life is too short Life is too short
7.
"We have time" she told me right when she was leaving As she kissed me and walked out for another week away "We have time" she wrote me when she wasn't in a place to call me When her family was around her telling her to stay Do we have time I wonder as I stand here thinking of her Because having time and timing are everything Will there be enough time? Will we be ready at the right moment? Will our heart and minds surrender to the forces in our way? No way to know Either way she's gonna go If this was science fiction I'd get myself a Delorean I'd travel to where you don't need roads And see if all her leaving leads to returning If in the future she and I have a happy home "We have real love” she told as we were waking in the morning As she touched me and kissed me and took away my pain "We have real love" she told me As we were packing her bags for traveling As I was getting ready to take her to the plane Will we ever be alone together without extenuating circumstances? She and I and time to be the people that we dream She would draw the world her mind sees I would sing her some bad poetry We would hide beneath the covers and not be afraid to sleep No way to know Either way she's gonna go If this was science fiction I'd get myself a Delorean I'd travel to where you don't need roads And see if all her leaving leads to returning If in the future she and I have a happy home
8.
I've been using my senses But I don't know what for I've been trying all morning To just get up and walk to the door She's been calling me baby For three days and I don't know when After I leave here It's ever going to happen again So I roll over and kiss her Tasting her breath and smelling her hair She leans toward me and I touch her I can see her we both stare Listening to perfect silence Both knowing the truth some how That one will start leaving Because we gotta get going right now Well just about now Goodbye to my eyes they only fail me Goodbye to my ears they hear loneliness now Goodbye to my tongue that tastes memories Goodbye to my nose that's been breathing her I've been using my senses But I don't know what for If I didn't have them This would be easier
9.
One more time she's walking out the door One more time I'm running after her One more time she tells me was too much One more time I tell her will definitely be enough Just one more time One more time I'm laying in my bed alone One more time I'm dialing the phone One more time she blocked my number One more time my heartbeats louder than the thunder One more time When love leaves what's left over are pieces of a person Who used to be I see I'm not supposed to be so goddamn broken ‘Cause nothing in life is certain But I don't know how to do it differently One more time I'm calling all my friends One more time I'm writing her a letter again One more time Xanax a couple of One more time I'm giving up, up on love One more time When love leaves what's left over are pieces of a person Who used to be I see I'm not supposed to be so goddamn broken Cause nothing in life is certain But I don't know how to do it differently One more time she's walking out the door
10.
There are clothes on my floor that have been there for days There are dishes and beer cans and boxes I live in a cave At least that's how it's been for seven days Sometimes I try to fight Because I don't know what else to say It's been quite a year the best one so far But right now I'm lonely hungover and tired on my way to the bar ‘Cause darlin' I want to be right where you are Sometimes I try fight Because I drank too much to cry It's snowing on New Years in Brooklyn The sky speaks my mind in a way It's cold and it's dark and it's grey as cement Yeah I'm stuck with this heart that might break Because my baby is so far away I pushed her away I do that so well Sometimes it's the whiskey sometimes my desire Sometimes it's the smell of a soul left alone that doesn't know what to do with itself Sometimes I try to fight Because I think that's who I am It's snowing on New Years in Brooklyn The sky speaks my mind in a way It's cold and it's dark and it's grey as cement Yeah I'm stuck with this heart that might break Because my baby is so far away Sometime I'd like to believe that love doesn't have to hurt It's cold and it's dark and it's grey as cement Yeah I'm stuck with this heart that might break Because my baby is so far away It's snowing on New Years in Brooklyn The sky speaks my mind in a way It's cold and it's dark and it's grey as cement Yeah I'm stuck with this heart that might break Because my baby is so far away
11.
Israel 03:01
My heart was dead when you found me I thought your love could ground me But I'm taking pills nightly and I still wake up crying alone I thought that we would travel the distance Because the nights beside you were blissfulness There isn't any way to make another person stay when they're done When did you start lying? I thought that I knew your heart And the things we said were true I believed you when you were on top and you told me "baby I'm coming too" You said we'd go to Israel Or maybe Ireland At the end of your Birthright trip We'd go traveling sometime this fall Sometime this fall I really wish that you could just relax And darling please give me my heart back I'd like to have some answers your behavior is confusing enough I woke up in your arms in the morning You were crying as the car was arriving We were saying our goodbying while planning for when I'd be arriving You imbibe so many people's thoughts I'm not sure what really comes from you You're a gift You're a girl You're a con Who are you? Where are you? You said we'd go to Israel Or maybe Ireland At the end of your Birthright trip We'd go traveling sometime this fall Sometime this fall Love comes and goes It rarely lasts We shared so many songs I wanted to believe Here for a moment then where did you go? We planned to sing so many other things You said we'd go to Israel Or maybe Ireland At the end of your Birthright trip We'd go traveling sometime this fall Sometime this fall
12.
Beside You 03:01
I made love to a French girl in a hotel by the Mekong Delta in Vietnam I tried to pretend she was you but she wasn't Wherever you are I hope you have somebody who loves you That's something I haven't got I spent a month with an English girl traveling around Cambodia I thought she'd be enough to erase you but she wasn't Whoever holds your heart I hope that he's really good to you But not as good as I was The streets I walk are on places you've never been But the stars above are the same ones we could see When I was beside you I gave my all to an LA girl while she was living in Manhattan I held her for a while close to my heart until she broke it I hope you're warm tonight and that you're not lonely But if you are you probably deserve it The streets I walk are on places you've never been But the stars above are the same ones we could see When I was beside you
13.
Thread 03:54
Get me a needle and thread I got a heart that's mostly dead Sepsis is setting in and I think I can fix it I'll drive the needle down To the place where the nerves gave out Sewing my broken heart while my body bleeds out While my body bleeds out Woman you break me You shake me up and you make me Feel like tomorrow won't get here because the sun stopped shining Woman you take me Down through the bowels of existence I'll be crawling around wondering how I can stop the bleeding Get me a needle and thread I got a heart that's mostly dead Sepsis is setting in and I think I can fix it I'll drive the needle down To the place where the nerves gave out Sewing my broken heart while my body bleeds out Marybeth why do you hate me Why do you do things to make my body Move with an uncontrollable quake that won't stop hurting Well Marybeth I loved you Even after all you put me through I would have stayed forever if you had asked me to Give me a needle and thread I got a heart that's mostly dead Sepsis is setting in and I think I can fix it I'll drive the needle down To the place where the nerves gave out Sewing my broken heart while my body bleeds out While my body bleeds out
14.
Perversion 03:35
There was no doubt Where the light was Coming from Her eyes were Like sunbeams Her heart was a solar system They figured it out What to do how To love Keeping each other Warm Through the winter Then the thaw Time to go Love is not a roadmap it’s a road You follow it or you don’t Perversion Is loving someone Who loves you back But walking away Holding her hand Reflecting the Moonlight Her lips were like Chocolate Her words were like oxygen Bathed in red light Taking off her Clothes Her heart was Willing Her body had already been given Then the thaw Time to go But love is not a roadmap it's a road You follow it or you don't Perversion Is loving someone Who loves you back But walking away

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released August 25, 2015

All songs written by Rue Snider

Produced by Rue Snider and Brandon Wilde
Engineered and mixed by Brandon Wilde
Mastered by Paul Gold

Bass, Guitar (electric), Keyboards, Percussion, Producer, Vocals - Brandon Wilde
Guitar (electric), Guitar (acoustic) - James Margolis
Vocals, Percussion - Robin Irene Moss
Guitar (electric), Guitar (acoustic), Percussion, Lead Vocals - Rue Snider
Drums - David Cole

Graphic design, Photography - Alice Mari

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Brooklyn-based singer songwriter Rue Snider combines 80s alt sonics with a lyrical style reminiscent of 60s rock revolutionaries.

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